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It didn't last long, but Alicia gave herself a minute to let it out. Everything had changed so much. She had a new life and it moved fast, and then everything slammed into a wall. Could there be a tomorrow?
Yes.
The bruised wrestler stood up, tossed her singlet in her gym bag, slung it over her shoulder and wiped her tears with her fingers. As she pushed through the painted red dressing room door, the Reinforcements took notice, and the solidly-built blonde brawler rose from where they were gathered on the bench and reengaged, "I was just giving you a- hey!" Alicia brushed past Jill McKill the hard way and put her shoulder into it. "Hey, what's your problem?" barked the woman in camo. Both Bridget and Jaime stood up joined their ringleader storming after Alicia towards the corridor with the star dressing rooms.
This was not the night. The irritated wrestler wheeled around and remarked back, "What's yours?" Even if it was just for five matches, Alicia wasn't about to let herself become the new locker room punching bag. She knew what happened to those.
McKill stood with one hand on her hip. "Hey, I've seen you wrestle. I don't think you want start picking fights around here. I was messing around. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, alright? I wasn't trying to pick on you."
Alicia nodded, happy to have escaped the night without taking a second beating. "It's alright. Sorry for bumping into you. I was mad. It's just... I'm sorry. Nothing went right for me tonight. My debut didn't-"
A barely stifled snicker gave way to belly laughter as Jill and her Two Woman Army shared a get-a-load-of-the-rube look with each other before turning and directing their laughter into their victim's face. "Oh wow. You're not going to last around here at all," she managed between bouts of laughter. For a second, Alicia thought she registered panic in their eyes as they looked over Alicia's shoulder.
"Jill! So good to see you! How'd the divorce go?" Alicia recognized the voice. Peering over her shoulder, she saw a young woman with flawless skin, a beach tan, and blonde hair with pink tips that hung just past her shoulders. She was adorned in thousands of dollars of pinks and yellows bearing her own brand logo. In her arms, she held a rotund Persian cat. The tips of its orange fur had been dyed pink to match with the everything. It looked just as confused about the situation as Alicia.
"Did you ever find out who he was seeing?" asked Giselle Tillman, her tanned complexion aglow with a camera-ready smile as she flitted her eyes to Bridget Slaughter. The tall, slender, pale brunette shook her head in denial as her expression turned to a furious scowl. "Hm," squeaked the surprisingly-tall-in-person magnate, shrugging her shoulders. Giselle locked eyes once again with her target. "Did you get custody, or did you lose that fight, too?"
It took an Army to hold back Jill McKill as she lunged for the TV star. Anticipating the reaction, the other members of the Reinforcements latched onto the fuming, red-faced woman between them to keep her from attacking the young celebrity. Unspeakable delight filled the multimillionaire's eyes as she knelt to the floor to let her cat down while Alicia took a few steps back. It wasn't necessary. The two mostly calm members of the faction held their friend back, pushing her towards the lockers and out of fighting range. The fashion icon showed off her manicured pink fingernails as she cupped her hands around her mouth for a parting shot, "Good luck on your match tonight! When you see your ex in family court, tell him Bridget says hi!" As the Reinforcements dragged Jill McKill back to the locker room, Alicia stood aside in silent horror listening to the darkness pouring from her mouth.
The rookie turned to look the megastar in the eyes only to find the blonde's attention still fixated on her outmatched victim as her friends almost carried her back into the locker room. Alicia gave the undefeated* wrestler a smile and a nod of appreciation. "Thanks."
Despite looking in Alicia's direction, the pop culture sensation only just seemed to notice the 6'3", 192-lb. professional wrestler standing in front of her. Giselle Tillman reflexively flashed a magazine cover smile in confusion, "For what?" The exhausted wrestler opened her mouth to explain but thought better of it. Polite little wave. She headed for the parking lot.
* * * * *
Sabrina had been excruciatingly right about being useless the next day. The beaten rookie awoke mottled head to toe with angry bruises. When she could bring herself to look in a mirror, her nose had swollen noticeably, and a ring of blood around the left nostril seemed to have leaked out overnight. The shiner on her right eye didn't distract from the purplish-black streak of bruising covering the cleft of her chin and entire right cheek or that her lip had been split down the middle. Save for the couple kitchen trips when she could bear to chew and the several more to refill ice from the bags Robert bought, Alicia remained in bed nearly the entire weekend. She lay stiff and aching, playing back the tape on loop. Wrapped in bags of ice, watching the match on repeat on the popcorn ceiling, she asked herself what went wrong. That list was simple enough - everything - but what went right? My fist into her stomach. She needed a new strategy.
The reruns continued into her morning commute, now soundtracked to the hits from the '80s, '90s, and today. Every strike, every impact, every rough landing replayed in crystal clear detail, reminding her of the aches that still lingered up and down her entire body. Even as Alicia pulled into the parking lot and the Perletta whined to a stop, she was still backstage getting dressed down by her trainer to the hottest summer jam of '93. The slam of a car door in the cool morning air jolted the secret wrestler back into the present.
Each step wracked the office assistant's body with reminders of the battle she had endured. She took a few seconds at the entrance to brace herself. Deep breath, exhale. She turned the knob of a door that belonged on a two-story colonial instead of a dental practice, and stepped inside. Miss Maxine rose from her seat and came through the door like it was a fern emergency. "Oh my goodness, honey, are you okay? Look at you! How could they let this happen? You can have my- Miss Alicia? Alicia. Alicia, it's okay." The young woman walked wordlessly past her worried coworker back into the break room.
Please no Dr. Pupe, please no Dr. Pupe, please no Dr. Pupe.
"Oh my God, Alicia what happened?! What happened to your face?! You look awful! Oh. My God. Were you in an accident? Have you looked in a mirror? Do you need me to call 911?" rapid-fired the wide-eyed blonde woman in medical scrubs. She hadn't even been thinking of Sherry. The young-for-her-age hygienist almost jogged to her badly hurt coworker. "Do you need me to call somebody for you? Do you need a place to stay?" Any other time, the aching office assistant would've been moved by the concern, but on a day she wanted to be invisible, this wasn't how she wanted Sherry to find out.
"Hi, Sherry!" said Alicia with the confidence of someone about to lie very badly. "I'm fine. This was an accident, Whatever you think it looks like, it isn't, unless you think it's an accident, then it is." Sherry threw up her hand like she didn't know what to do. Then she thought of something. Not that. Please not him.
He came around the corner seconds later: hair the color of charcoal, moustache the color of used charcoal, different coffee-stained doctor's coat. Dr. Pupe's expression dropped the instant he laid eyes on his wounded employee. Sherry followed close behind into the break room. The office assistant could tell the hygienist felt at least an iota of remorse when she saw the frustration on Alicia's face. She shrugged uncomfortably. "Sorry! I don't know what else to do."
Alicia threw up her hands in frustration. "Well, not that! Did you tattle on me for hurting my face?"
Her coworker crossed her arms, indignant. "I didn't tattle!"
"Alicia, this isn't about Sherry being a tattle-tale," said Dr. Pupe, playing peacekeeper. "You can't come to work like this. Go home and try to clean yourself up. The patients… It looks bad. It's just not the impression we want to make on people."
"That I hurt my face?" asked Alicia flatly.
"Yes."
Alicia once again felt ganged up on. She kicked the linoleum floor and stifled a sneer. "You're sending me home until I look better?" The doctor nodded. "Can I come back tomorrow?" Alicia said, shifting her stance, hand on her hip, testing her boss.
For once, he didn't push back. "That's your decision, Alicia."
She turned and lumbered away, each step a shifting kaleidoscope of pains and aches. "Then I'll see you tomorrow." There was just one stop on the way out the door: at the reception desk, beneath a hand-knitted blanket sat the 72-year-old beating heart of the entire office. The young woman's gaze fell to the floor. "Were you there?" asked the still-defeated wrestler.
"Yes, hon. I was," said Maxine. "I'm sorry for how it turned out. You tried your best."
Please don't let that be my best. As Alicia opened the door to the reception area, she met her coworker's gaze for the first time. "Thank you for coming and supporting me," she said, trying to smile. "It meant so much to me to have someone there, but please don't come anymore. I'm sorry."
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"Welcome to your first day of wrestling school! Have you ever been inside a ring before, or are you coming in completely new?" asked Sabrina. Alicia bowed her head slightly, staring at the canvas as even her hair seemed to burn with embarrassment, eyes locked on the mat. "I'm sorry," mumbled the trainee, knowing the answer was unsatisfactory.
That hadn't been one of the options, so Sabrina chose for her, "Completely new? Okay. Then we're starting with back bumps. 100 of them. Let's go."
Alicia found some of that bravado she had in the break room. "I don't have to take this."
The trainer looked unimpressed. "I don't see anyone else training you," said the veteran matter-of-factly. And there went the bravado. "100 back bumps," she repeated. "Good ones."
The rookie had already suffered this side of Sabrina before. She felt her blood pressure start to rise recalling the month she endured as her human stress ball. The warmup was meant to embarrass her: back bumps, flip bumps, no-contact rope runs - literally day one stuff. Each exercise subjected the young wrestler to further scrutiny and more hypercorrection. The ordeal only seemed to end when Sabrina ran out of ideas. Alicia had bottled up the urge to confront her trainer about the hostility. That bottle was nearing its fill line.
They met center-ring while Alicia sucked in air after the workout. Sabrina spoke up in her husky alto. "They're giving you a match next week. You know Kunoichi?"
Alicia's face screwed up in confusion. "Does Japan have a problem with me or something?"
"It's an open contract. You get who you get. Sorry," said Sabrina, not sorry. "I'll just get it out of the way: it's not a good matchup. Longer the fight goes, more it favors... well, not you." She shot a look at the equipment area. "Exercise bikes are over there, by the way."
Fittingly, Alicia felt her heartbeat spike at the comment. "Hey," she said, checking her trainer. She didn't feel bad about disappointing Sabrina anymore. A thousand unspoken retorts boiled in her throat. The rookie wasn't doing this again.
"So we're going to try and end this one quick. You've got size on her, so if you can reverse a submission into a pin attempt, you've got a chance to steal one. We're watching tape and practicing technical pinning combinations out of reversals. Can you follow directions?" the trainee nodded. "Can you still remember them during the match, too?"
She scowled harder internally than she thought possible. She bit back the brunt of the anger, but she couldn't help a tiny bit of sass. "You don't have to talk to me like I'm stupid."
The veteran shook her head. "I didn't say that you're stupid. I said you have a problem with your memory." The trainer leaned in a bit and locked eyes with her student to emphasize her next words, "Stick to the gameplan."
Alicia mentally rolled her eyes. She hadn't abandoned the gameplan–it was the other way around.